Yeah, I am pushing myself towards the edge.
Doing something that I haven’t done before.
Something that I shouldn’t do.
Something that God asked me to.
I don’t have much to offer.
I think God wants to test my patience. My sincerity towards someone.
But you know what.
I am going to persevere although he is cold.
Because I don’t want to regret for the rest of my life.
And that’s the only thing I can do right now.
Till the day, when I finally say,
“I felt so much, that I started to feel nothing now.”